In a few seconds..

I wish I was a teddy bear,
Someone would hug me with warmth.
I wish I was a cute kitten,
Someone would feed me with affection.
I wish I was a puppy dog,
Someone would pat me with care.
Alas,here I am,a mere human,
Chained with emotions understood by no-one!!

-Haripriya
Jus tried a small little poem..With feelings that most of us would experience at some point of time in life for sure..!

Walking on the bridges alone and aloof,
Wanting to run away to some unknown's land,
With no intruders into my territory
No one to instruct me,No one to restrict me
Deaf-ears to the fights and arguments
Detached from the world around

Emotions suppressed inside the heart,
As compressed as a volcano
Layered with a sheet of solitude
Locked up in the dark gloomy world
Not willing to open up and take flight
Refusing to get the tears wiped.

The world seems negative,
Everything looks fake
Some pretend to you,
Some fool around with you,
Some tend to use you,
U need to strive across
lest you lose the wars.

-Written(Read as 'tried') by me.

It has been a long time since I wrote something like this.Infact though I have tried a lot of times I could NOT end up successful.Even now I haven't.When I started with this,I was in a low mood and my spirits were getting back to normal later with time.So I myself could feel the confusion in the expression of thoughts in these verses.But then,I just wanted to pen down everything without leaving it in between.If u like it,then well and good(Rare case I guess).If not,lets call it 'Chumma poem' :P

-Haripriya

My first confession: What it feels to be an addict..I am one..

I badly need to let out my first confession that I am an addict..
"Addicted to what?" is your first question right?..Well..I am addicted to....Stationery!!!!
I felt like writing on this now coz I had been to Odyssey today with my best mate Janani and even after spending more than an hour over there I was not at all willing to step out..Only if someone could sponsor me for all my stationery,I would be the luckiest person in the world!! ;)

So what did we do today at the stores..Well,Here I go..
First we went into the greeting cards section and explored each and every card that looked cool..There were so many to choose from..Then we walked to the shelves that had those coffee mugs,woooo I fancy them,but I dont own one coz I dont want them to come and suffer amidst the junk at home here.. :) We explored them too..

And now comes the real fun..Proceeding towards the stationery section..Colorful ! Vibrant ! The sight of stationery gives me so much energy within!!Ask me to go around and explore them for the next few days continuously and I would forget hunger and sleep..Seriously! I am addicted to them!I am damn crazyyyy about them!!!!

Though I own only minimal stationery with me,I always love to explore them at the stores..U hav so many to choose from..and,and the colors,designs and the way they are packaged bring a huge smile onto my face!! :D The sketch pens,water-color paint boxes,crayons in wax and plastic,different markers,color pencils,highlighters,wooden pen-stands,NOTEBOOKS with those creative covers in all colors,Glitter pens,glitter tubes,glasspaints and yeah,I need to mention about the acrylic colors-the way in which they were arranged in the shelves,U will definitely want to buy them..I feel like going back to the store nowwwwww!!!!Then,those cute notepads,colorful stick notes,flowery and cartoony files,pouches and what not..I would go on and on and on..

I just fetched myself a 5-subject notebook,sparkler tubes,colored paperclips and two kutti pouches..I know thats very less,but half of the cash got burnt in this..So I couldn't pick more.. :P Hey how can I forget to mention Janani's expressions every second..She was lik,"Ayooo Seekram vaa..Enough of ur collections..!" Hehehe..I couldn't stop myself from running through all the sections..I badly wanted to explore everything there..And its like this for me-How many ever times I visit and bookshop/stationery store(Landmark and Odyssey) it seems like the first time for me! Exploring stationery doesn't tire or bore me! I would always wish to try new varieties,but I need to mind my expenses too..I don't spend much,but would love to! :P I would love to own the entire stationery section of the stores :P ,but unfortunately..rather obviously I can't!

And today a sweet scene caught my attention in the store..A mom was browsing through all those cartoon,crafts and coloring books and her little daughter(hardly 3 yrs old or so) was smiling and exploring the shelves on her own alongwith her mom..Too sweet..I will do that for my kids too..I would or I atleast hope to pamper them with all stationery that I have always longed to buy!! :)

I have always wished for having a room at home for myself which I could decorate it into the funkiest place in the universe with all junk and colorful 'stationery'.. :) But the idea of having a separate room is still under process..Hope my wish gets fulfilled soooooooon! :D Pray for meeee ppl! ;)

I can tell you for sure that 'Stationery are the best tools to bring out the creativity in you'..Without them U can't,I am speaking in terms of arts and crafts..I fancy them so muchhhhh..My love for stationery is boundless!!Thats it for now..I wanna scream this on the streets once again-"I loveeee collecting stationery!" He he he..And my second confession-I hate to lend them to others! Perhaps U might feel that to be mean..I do feel bad for saying a 'No' when somebody wants to borrow mine..But the fact is "I am very very much possessive about my stationery,be it a small eraser or sharpener,I am extremely possessive about them!!" :) So next time U wanna borrow mine,I will give it to you only if u can return it safely back to me or else 'Think twice about the borrowing part'..and thanks for that too! ;) :)

-With love and warmth,
HariPriya :)

Going Glitteryyyyyy :D

My latest craze is for Glitter Graphics! For past few days I hav been browsin through the nooks n corners of the web for wallpapers,screensavers and glitter images..And 'Disney' tops my search list! I loveeee mickey and his friends,not to forget his lady-love Minnie!..And also Hello Kitty and other cartoons..I loveeee cartoons..Tagged kiddish for this and I love being this way..Almost into the kids' world,away from the cacophony of the world around..!

Cartoons are so cute..I envy their creators..Wish to make a few cartoons on my own someday in life..U can jus sit and keep admiring them the whole day,atleast I can..Cartoons make me dig my stationery dump to find out my pencils and start sketching(But my so-called mood needs to co-operate too!)..Wish we had a paper on cartoons in college,where we could draw cartoons for 3 hrs..3 hrs??-No I need more!! :D

How I wish someone could gift me a set-top box so that I could watch cartoon network all day..Some say-"U r too childish..Watch cartoons 24x7?Are u nuts?!.."Its okkkk..I watch them coz I love them..But I am a bit finicky too on choosin what to watch..Its difficult to explain..All those violent,boyish,action cartoons are strict No-No for me..And I hate powerpuff gals too :P
Tom n Jerry-Wah!Who doesn't watch them?!Can u name any?No way!

So I ll go on and on about my cartoon craze..I started with my glitter craze and now I desperately need to link it with what I hav written so far na..Yeah!Jus hav a look at the new look of my blog,I mean those "glittery cartoons" in the sidebar..

I bet U ll head next to download them!! :D Have fun! :)



-Luv n Warmth,
HariPriya :)

Under the roof of the world..

Anything can happen under the same roof of the world..
Its only that people should be ready to face whatever comes in their way,even if the situation is expected one or weird one..
I came across this poem on the net when i was jus browsin aimlessly..
and i felt that i need to post it in here..Read on..

I keep hurting you and pushing you,
but I get you through your day.
I keep haunting you and taunting you,
cause I haven’t let you get your way.

You say that you love, u want me, u need me
you say that im life and you cant do it on your own.
But if that were true, then why do I hurt you,
why do I make you feel so alone?

Lights stretch across the water,
like your love blankets me.
But I always end up hurting you,
and that’s the pain you never see.

So the day has finally come,
as you fill with angry rage,
that iv’e made the decision to set you free,
and walk away from your cage.

I’m suppressing screaming,
I wanna run towards our place.
I’m sorry I won’t see u blow the candles out on your 18th cake.

I keep hurting you and pushing,
but I get you through your day.
I keep haunting you and taunting you,
cause I haven’t let you get your way.

Don’t know what feels right anymore,
don’t know what’s for sure,
All I know is it’s not fair to do this to you anymore.

I am your evil, and I can’t stand that pain.
In order to save you, I have to push you away.

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There are issues in which u can hav hope..But there are certain issues in which hope jus wont work out..When u r unsure if a thing will work out,dont hope for it to happen..This needs to be accepted at times..Something I felt and wanted to share with all of you..

-With regards,
HariPriya